IFeel
I feel depressed when those I love leave me.
I feel depressed when those I love leave me.
Your Back When You Leave… My tears as they stream The sky as it rains The wounds from the pain My hands as they shake My heart as it breaks The love I thought was real Turns out was just fake. Your Back When You Leave… My hands as they plead The tears as they fall The pain within them all Your smile as it fades The sky turns to grey The rain drowns the sky And I’m forced to say goodbye. -Written by Jae Lei Nyght
Scream.
“Shadows— they were fun to play with slippery gasses not quiet solid, but not quite liquid. easy to manipulate… …hard to escape.” – Queen of Shadows ~ At first the room was white. Solid. Pallid. Empty. I stood there a moment, taking in my surroundings, figuring out an escape. Only there was none. I turned around, fear in my throat, adrenaline coursing through my veins . . . The door was gone. But it was just . . . “Hello?” I called, voice catching in my throat. With a wince I swallowed, my mouth dry, my tongue thick. Hello? I thought. What did she want with me? I’d heard stories about the Queen of Shadows, a women heard but never seen. It was said that those who heard her voice never lived to tell the tale. But if that was so, how did I know they’d heard it? The fact alone gave me hope. I stood taller. “Hello?” I called again. I took a step forward and stopped. The ground trembled. The floor shook and then the ground behind …
He Stumbles. His steps shallow and filled with tension. His dirty shirt clings to his skin, his body releasing sweat as he shuffles forward. He sees the corner up ahead and makes it there, leaning his lanky frame against the cool brick behind him. “If one person will smile at me today, then I won’t jump.” He tells himself. He stands there all day, barely clinging to the cup of life, eyes pleading, hands trembling, heart bleeding. And no one even looks at him. That evening, as the traffic slows and the red and yellow lights dwindle, he shuffles slowly towards the bridge at the end of the road. He watches the wave’s crash below him, and closes his eyes. Remembering when he was younger, smaller, still loved, and his mother smiled at him. His heart warms and he finally let’s go. His body hits the water a moment later, the dull clap unheard through the honking horns of angry people, and the slurred curses of others. And his last thought was her smile, and …